DAY FOUR

Well -- you guessed it -- another loser day in Toronto. I did have lunch with a friend in a new place -- right across the street from police headquarters -- a cute cope now-- that would be nice -- but everyone is so engrossed in conversation with their friends -- they actually would think your nuts if you interrupted. And what are you going to say anyway -- oh I think your cute -- and then you notice the gold wedding band. That would not be cool!

No, on a Friday, or Saturday night I have to start getting a girlfriend and myself going out to a dance -- now that would be a plan! The only problem is most of my girlfriends are married or live too far away -- now that's a problem!!!!!

I feel like I'm drowning in this big ocean -- on the Titanic -- and I want to go on a cruise? Hell, yes!!!!

Guy cruising on a love site -- well that is no treat let me tell you. It is more of a let down than a pick me upper. I really havn't made up my mind -- you have to really be in the mood -- to be bothered. Everyone is a gourmet cook and sky dives -- you get my drift.

I am sure people are thinking this is so hokey -- and no-one is even reading my bantering on and on about -- finding true love. Remember that girl who had the cooking project well, the only person who was reading her blog at first was her Mom -- and she got -- so excited. And then -- a dam movie and a book to boot! So, if any of my relatives or friends are reading this just -- hit the friends connect -- so I can have that excited feeling too. Knowing that somewhere out there in the BLOGISPHERE -- someone cares -- someone is listening -- someone is going through what I am going through.

Think smart I tell myself -- join some type of club. Well, something that guys would go to. I really have to put some thought into this. A book club in my neighbourhood -- not sure. I actually went to a writing class in the evening at Ryerson -- and there were no pickins in that group. So, I think I really have to do my homework on what to join.

Cupid -- your not doing your job -- you should be fired you delinquent fairy!!!!

I think I will dream about my true love tonight -- what he will look like -- how sweet he will be -- how well suited he is to me -- how he will laugh at my jokes -- and make my heart beat so fast -- thump thump thump!!!!

Another day -- tomorrow -- a new set of possibilities. I will just have to stay strong and soldier on.